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. RE: HOMETOWN STUFF A 9/3/20 6:20 AM TO HENRY H, Shit. Do you think you’re going to enlist? I haven’t done any research on it yet. I’m gonna ask Zahra to have one of our people put together a binder on it. What would that mean? Would you have to be gone a lot? Would it be dangerous. Or is it just like, wear the uniform and sit at a desk? How did we not talk about this when I was there. Sorry. I’m panicking. I somehow forgot this was a thing looming on the horizon. I’m there for whatever you decide you want to do, just like, let me know if I need to start practicing gazing wistfully out the window, waiting for my love to return from war. It drives me nuts sometimes that you don’t get to have more say in your life. When I picture you happy, I see with your own apartment somewhere outside of the palace and a desk where you can write anthologies of queer history. And I’m there, using up your shampoo and making you come to the grocery store with me and waking up in the same damn time zone with you every morning. When the election is over, we can figure out what we’ll do next. I would love to be in the same place for a bit, but I know you have to do what you have to do. Just know, I believe in you. Re: telling Philip, sounds like a great plan. If all else fails, just do what I did</

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and act like a huge jackass until most of your family figures it out on their own. Tell bumble mobil Bea hi. A P.S. Eleanor Roosevelt to Lorena Hickock- 1933: I miss you greatly dear. The nicest time of the day is when I write to you. You have a stormier time than I do but I miss you as much, I think. . . . Please keep most of your heart in Washington as long as I’m here for most of mine is with you! RE: HOMETOWN STUFF HENRY 9/4/20 7:58 PM TO A Alex, Have you ever had something go so horribly, horribly, unbelievably badly that you’d like to be loaded into a cannon and jettisoned into the merciless black maw of outer space? I wonder sometimes what is the point of me, or anything. I should have just packed a bag like I said. I could be in your bed, languishing away until I perish, fat and sexually conquered, snuffed out in the spring of my youth. Here lies Prince Henry of Wales. He died as he lived: avoiding plans and sucking cock. I told Philip. Not about you, precisely- about me. Specifically, we were discussing enlistment, Philip and Shaan and I, and I told Philip I’d rather not follow the traditional path and that I hardly think I’d be useful to anyone in the military. He asked</

as to the reasons I was thus serious about disrespecting the fresh new lifestyle of one’s men from the family, and that i its think I dissociated straight (ha) out of the talk, as the I established my personal blasted throat and you will said, “Given that I am not saying including the rest of the men of family, you start with the fact that I’m really significantly gay, Philip.” After Shaan been able to dislodge your on the pendant, Philip got many terms in my situation, some of which were “puzzled or misguided” and “making certain the fresh new perpetuity of your bloodline” and “valuing new legacy.” Truly, I don’t keep in mind much of it. So, sure, I am aware i talked about and you may expected you to coming out on my family would-be a great starting point. I cannot state this was a supporting sign lso are: the likelihood of heading societal. I don’t know. I’ve ingested much out-of Jaffa Cakes about any of it, are honest. Both I think moving to New york to take more releasing Pez’s teens cover here. Just leaving. Perhaps not coming back. Maybe burning something upon the way in which out. It will be nice. The following is an idea: Have you any idea, I’ve realised We have never indeed told you the things i think this new first time i found? The thing is that, in my situation, recollections are difficult. Very often, they hurt. A curious thing about